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Leave or not to leave?? =(
Sunday, May 10, 2009


-9TH MAY 09'-
Its WESAK DAY!! just another weekend.. no holidays on Monday though as Wesak falls on a saturday n not sunday.. Anywayz,, I'm not hoping for a holiday either as there will be replacement for my classes on Monday...

**Finally,, got the result for the Ambassador Team i sign up for.. I was chosen to join the team.. n to tell the truth, I'm really glad to hear bout it as I am interested in activities which are related to leadership skills and serving the school. will be attending the first annual general meeting on Wed, 13th May... Hopefully, it goes on smoothly and i'll be able to get to know more new friends in the club and of cuz,, I am getting nearer in the process of achieving my goal. =)

> Another big problem to ponder about... ?? =(
I got JPA SCHOLARSHIP!! a full scholarship offer from Malaysia.. it is a scholarship that all Malaysian students are waiting for after their SPM examination in the year of 2008.. my reaction was like... WOW!! I was really glad the moment i saw that i was offered the scholarship.. dint really put high hope on it as I am already almost a month in my poly. I am really thinking hard whether i should leave my poly now n return to Malaysia or just stay where am i pursuing that is here,, NYP.. haihz=( I am really confuse n i do not know what is best for me.. I am afraid that i might make the wrong decision and that i might regret for the rest of my life...

I got an overseas scholarship wic enable me to pursue in GERMANY if my results are great... That is my dream all these while that is to pursue in Germany... n now,, it is like a dream come true.. !! It might be very wasted if i reject this scholarship offer as every Malaysian student is aiming for this scholarship...gosh... T.T
It is such a tough decision.. n these days,, I'm pack with different assignments n projects,.. Lots n lots of stuff to be done... Although the datelines are not sooo soon,, however, i hate dragging my work n i prefer to finish up everything b4 the dateline approaches as there might be more assignments n project to come in future.. that is my character... ahhahaa...
Back to the topic.. that is.. should i return back to Malaysia by accepting the scholarship offered or remain here in Singapore???? HAIHZ=(
Honestly, I'll be terribly sad if i leave Singapore as i've met many great friends here, and they are all really funny n cheerful people.. will not have a moment of boredem when I'm hanging out with them,, except that when they are talking bout animation stuff... lol.. I just started to like my life here,, my frenz n my school.. If i were to leave,, I'll miss everyone n everything here terribly... WHAT SHOULD I DO??
My parents are leaving things to me to decide as it is my future.. I know that they will support me no matter what decision i were to make... =(

Next ting .. my frenz in Malaysia will be leaving as well to pursue their dreams... everyone is going apart...All of us will be going separate ways n our only form of communication is through online or sms.. can't believe that i grew up pretty fast,.. gotta face the real world now.. lol.. well,, that is life.. Life still goes on no matter what happens n we need to try making each n everyday of ours fun n lively=) Here.. I would like to wish all the best to all my sec school frenz.. yennee, jacy, evon, christine n joey.. all the best in everything u do n keep in touch=) hope to c u guys soon... take care n have fun ^_^




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