ARGHH!! was super frus n stress with everything ytd studies..frenz..family..cca.. all just came at once need to chiong study for test as i've been slacking already n need to teach my frenz as well i honestly dont mind teaching bt just at times i'll realise i have no time for myself i really hope to guide them n help them in anyways but yea... was just frus ytd... thats all and will be having an event on the 2nd of jan dint want to have it on that day bt no choice for me as im working under ppl and with other ppl dates n stuff are not to be decided by me bt ppl above me dad's bday falls on the 3rd i really want to celebrate with him as he's my most beloved daddy so now... im torn between family and cca arghh!! and my loved ones just thinks that i neglect them for other stuffs i really do not want to and of cuz family comes first if i wasn't the incharge of the event i'll definitely not attend it but the thing is.. i've been given the responsibility and of cuz i need to be responsible over it and not give up half way my whole group is counting on me and due to this.. loved ones thinks that i neglect them and why all these just came during my test period it is exactly same situation that happened near to my spm last time whereby i got bomb with hurtful words arghh!! crying and runnning away will definitely not be the solution moving on with a smile on my face is what i think im suppose to do right now and im sorry daddy and mummy for being such lousy daughter and make u guys think that i put everyhting above family guess i just have too high expectations on myself guess i just aim too high at times and have my own stand in life and thats what which make me neglect many things in life included myself
to YOU.. thx for being my listening ears and to my friends.. im not emo ok. i was just frus ytd and im alright today. so dont think im emo. LOL!!
looking forward to seeing my bro=)=) cant wait to get secrets from him. haha
ARGHH!! was super frus n stress with everything ytd studies..frenz..family..cca.. all just came at once need to chiong study for test as i've been slacking already n need to teach my frenz as well i honestly dont mind teaching bt just at times i'll realise i have no time for myself i really hope to guide them n help them in anyways but yea... was just frus ytd... thats all and will be having an event on the 2nd of jan dint want to have it on that day bt no choice for me as im working under ppl and with other ppl dates n stuff are not to be decided by me bt ppl above me dad's bday falls on the 3rd i really want to celebrate with him as he's my most beloved daddy so now... im torn between family and cca arghh!! and my loved ones just thinks that i neglect them for other stuffs i really do not want to and of cuz family comes first if i wasn't the incharge of the event i'll definitely not attend it but the thing is.. i've been given the responsibility and of cuz i need to be responsible over it and not give up half way my whole group is counting on me and due to this.. loved ones thinks that i neglect them and why all these just came during my test period it is exactly same situation that happened near to my spm last time whereby i got bomb with hurtful words arghh!! crying and runnning away will definitely not be the solution moving on with a smile on my face is what i think im suppose to do right now and im sorry daddy and mummy for being such lousy daughter and make u guys think that i put everyhting above family guess i just have too high expectations on myself guess i just aim too high at times and have my own stand in life and thats what which make me neglect many things in life included myself
to YOU.. thx for being my listening ears and to my friends.. im not emo ok. i was just frus ytd and im alright today. so dont think im emo. LOL!!
looking forward to seeing my bro=)=) cant wait to get secrets from him. haha
