i'm pretty lazy to blog these days. guess i'm lost of words to express myself.? i had this A.W.E.S.O.M.E. outing to Sentosa with D3 peeps the other day. will blog about it soon after my friend upload the pictures. and i suddenly felt pretty tense these days. with the upcoming camp that i'm planning; i kind of felt that there is more to be done but i just could not figure out them yet. argh! but a sense of relieve after i managed to book the venue. so the camp is ON!! just waiting for proposal to be approved. next thing that i'm pretty worried about is the OIPP which stands for Overseas Industrial Placement Programme. The places are pretty limited and practically everyone applied for it. my chances of getting it is not high i assume. well, i should not put too much of pressure onto myself but i just could not stop worrying about it. wondered whether will i be selected for the interview..? and if i am, how should i portray myself to the interviewers? i totally lost confidence after some bomb that hit me few months back. knowing the fact about myself that i do not realise all these while. it wasn't easy though to face that but i managed to pull it through and i am trying to improve myself to become a better person. BUT i really do not know whether i'm doing alright or not......... or whether am i improving to become a better person.? being someone who is likeable by everyone is definitely impossible. i know i can't please everyone and make everyone adores me... but of cause i will definitely try not to step onto anyone's toes. i should just let things come as it is and stop worrying much right.? and my bestest buddies are coming over for a vacation. CHRISTINE; YENNEE; EVON; YIEPING. WOOHOO~ i'm so so excited!! the planning for about a year i think..? ..finally became reality. hope they are not giving me false hope cuz i;ve already booked the hotel! HAHAHA. thanks ya guys for coming over. it is definitely expensive though. but THANKS(: i hope i'll be able to give you guys a memorable vacation(: i'm so so looking forward to the day you guys arrive!! haha next few weekends will be super duper packed for me. DPE camp, NEBO Quest, Kick It, Sentipix, and BUDDIES!!
i'm pretty lazy to blog these days. guess i'm lost of words to express myself.? i had this A.W.E.S.O.M.E. outing to Sentosa with D3 peeps the other day. will blog about it soon after my friend upload the pictures. and i suddenly felt pretty tense these days. with the upcoming camp that i'm planning; i kind of felt that there is more to be done but i just could not figure out them yet. argh! but a sense of relieve after i managed to book the venue. so the camp is ON!! just waiting for proposal to be approved. next thing that i'm pretty worried about is the OIPP which stands for Overseas Industrial Placement Programme. The places are pretty limited and practically everyone applied for it. my chances of getting it is not high i assume. well, i should not put too much of pressure onto myself but i just could not stop worrying about it. wondered whether will i be selected for the interview..? and if i am, how should i portray myself to the interviewers? i totally lost confidence after some bomb that hit me few months back. knowing the fact about myself that i do not realise all these while. it wasn't easy though to face that but i managed to pull it through and i am trying to improve myself to become a better person. BUT i really do not know whether i'm doing alright or not......... or whether am i improving to become a better person.? being someone who is likeable by everyone is definitely impossible. i know i can't please everyone and make everyone adores me... but of cause i will definitely try not to step onto anyone's toes. i should just let things come as it is and stop worrying much right.? and my bestest buddies are coming over for a vacation. CHRISTINE; YENNEE; EVON; YIEPING. WOOHOO~ i'm so so excited!! the planning for about a year i think..? ..finally became reality. hope they are not giving me false hope cuz i;ve already booked the hotel! HAHAHA. thanks ya guys for coming over. it is definitely expensive though. but THANKS(: i hope i'll be able to give you guys a memorable vacation(: i'm so so looking forward to the day you guys arrive!! haha next few weekends will be super duper packed for me. DPE camp, NEBO Quest, Kick It, Sentipix, and BUDDIES!!
